I also like to feel like a hero, but on my own adventure just wandering the wastes alone. Incognito type of person, but it's for my protection and my identity as a badge too. I like to be a hero, but not care for the greater good or the outcome of anything I do or didn't do. I just helped people, because I wanted to simply. I had a lot of peaceful happy fantasies and dreams bout it. My dreams in my sleep are vivid and real as my waking life. So I can't tell the difference. So I never knew what was real or wasn't because how vivid it is. When I guess I am "awake" and not asleep, I am more depressed and angry and sad in my waking existence than my dreaming existence. It's very hard for me to tell which is which that's why sometimes I dread falling asleep or waking up.