Don't know where you want to be...is there another way to get to work? I know, for myself, it would feel better to move on from where I am than to "go home"---but, if home is a supportive, loving place, then...
I am so sorry...this is all so sad. And, it says something about him that he would just pack up and go after all this time (doesn't do transitions well, I may be projecting)---not talk with you and work out either a way to move forward, or a way to end things that doesn't leave you so terribly bereft. Please don't blame yourself, or your illness...((((((((hug))))))))))))
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"...don't say Home
/ the bones of that word mend slowly...' marie harris
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