Version 2.0 was post PHP. I decide it IS time to drop it and move on, because all of the anger is killing me.

Yesterday was actually a really good day, I did really well in completely ignoring the negative inner dialogue. Today, I indulged it for an hour, first thing. Someone suggested that approach could work, work through some of the bad emotions, and then the rest of the day, on ignore mode.

I have projects today. Wanted to get in a ride, but I was too tired to prep for it last night, so that will be my Saturday evening. I am getting my guest bedroom ready for company next weekend, cleaning, stripping down the bed and washing the bedding, so it is really fresh and clean, not dirty or used, just been a few months and I like it refreshed. Also, need to clean the fish tanks, clean the bird cage (which is perpetual), brush the dog, cook some lunch and dinner. I got a whole chicken out of the freezer, as well as some corn and some frozen fruit, I can work with that.

BTW, I bought one of those Ninja 3 in one cookers - it is an electric skillet, a slow cooker, and an oven all in one nice unit.. I love it, it's awesome.

I know this is mundane, and you are probably bored reading it. But I write this for a purpose, mundane can be great, day to day can be exactly what we need, I suspect. Better to spend my day worrying if the comforter will fit in my new washing machine, and watching the snow out the window while I have a fire going in the fireplace, than sitting around planning for my own suicide.

Happy Saturday. Or, if I'm not mistaken, Jane, Happy Sunday to you.