Thanks DE

I do agree, I am going to have to pace myself on the time away from home, and think about myself as well. When he dropped all of this on me last night it seems I became so overwhelmed that the very thought of all this and before I knew it I became very depressed over the entire idea of all this.

Now thinking about it I do recall telling him on the phone last night or trying to explain to him that " I am sick myself" and do not know if I can do all he is asking for. He has in the past always been selfish and looking back expected for me to drop everything and put him first in 3D.

I am now since he has gone changed in so many ways and began to think of myself first. I no longer put others needs before my own, and that has taken along time to do. He is in many ways not able to understand this concept and I feel is not able to realize if I do too much of what I am not capaple of doing, then I am not going to be any help to him at all. I think I need to see that the very conversation had me raising my voice on the phone and it has been along time to where I get to that point.

Thany you so much for the Support DE and you as well are a great person with much knowlege and good advice- Thanks again - Chris

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~KRIS~

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