if "" is how you are feeling right now, I can assure you, in a few days you'll have no memory of that event whatsoever and start a fresh, new journey in your life.

Oh, by the way, which Preston are you from? The big one in the UK, or one of these (CT/GA/ID/IN/IA/MD/MS/MN/MO/NE/NV/NY/NC/OK/TX/WA/WV/WI (x3)) in America?