What does it really mean, to be 'up'? It's been right up there, with the years I'd wondered, "Do you feel joy?" um, joy? I guess it's consistently the same, until I felt it, mid/late last year. I do realize, I don't usually feel, really 'down' either. It's sort of like this...

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I mean, there is laughter, and smiles, not even the forced kind; what is 'up?'

Up, I would say, the expression, I received from my oldest, at 615/630am, when I said, 'don't fall back to sleep.' As though, he had a little *aha* moment, or something? That was an up. Down, was the dumping out of every toy bucket, but that was corrected, by the one who did it, too. Walking back in there, to see, everything back off the floor, total up moment. __--___(<---that far up)
Not getting the boys out of the house, in time to watch scrimmages, a bit of a downer. Traversing this, storm, in that little car, interesting experience, in order to get my son, to his afternoon activities, getting him, will be an adventure. My van, may be here, today, but in this, I'd hope tomorrow. But, I think it's definitely, this weekend, as my cousin must be returning back to school, this week. It will be bizarre, no longer driving a car with all these collegiate stickers. Two different state uni's, as it was shared between both cousins. I actually, was honked at, the other day