I am truly sorry for your loss. I cant say that I understand what you are experiencing losing your mother so young. I just lost mine two months ago but I am fifty. I just lost my sister on thurs. I was close to her and keep expecting her to call. I feel her loss deeply so I can only imagine what you are feeling losing your mother. My friends are helping me through so I am glad that you have friends around you to support you too. many hugs to you.