People are overrated. I talk to my dog all of the time and consider her to be my best friend. I'm not going to lie because I don't see how lying solves anything. I cannot tell you what the answer to your problems are. But when I tell people I've had enough and start listing out all of the reasons why, they tell me it gets better in time. So, I'm offering that same advice to you. I don't know if it is correct, but I cannot think of anything else to say. It gets better in time.