i'm so sorry that you are hurting so much......believe me....you are not alone......i understand your pain.......its hard for folks who haven't had depression to understand it and that is probably why your friends are acting as they are.......you need to get professional help......please try to talk to your mom and have her get you an appointment with a doctor...maybe first see your medical doctor and go from there......you need to get back to school.....talk to your guidance counselor.....tell her what you are going through....maybe she can talk to your teachers and get you some help.......but don't give up! you've made a good start by reaching out to us here...we care.......