I feel so lost - again. My wife is off for another weekend with the girls, I am here with my dog and cats, who are wonderful companions, but not really great communicators. I thought when we reconnected after 20 some years my new wife and i would really have a great marriage, but it doesn't seem to be working, or maybe I just had too great of an expectation. I don't know what to do next. I will be 56 next week and should have gotten my ADD and depression under control by now but it doesn't seem so. I am just another lost soul. I am not looking for sympathy just someone.