There is a fine line that separates sanity from hysteria. Sometimes you feel like you are going to burst. Right now the only thing roping you in seems to be writing and your dog. If you get to the point this depression becomes too much, don't hesitate get yourself to a hospital for help. Being in there can give you a life high because they spend five days focused on you. You will get a diagnosis as well as a new regiment of medications. They feed you three square meals day, and have a variety of groups to attend.

Aside from that. Depression is exhausting. If you can find one thing to lift your mood you can do daily. This will give you something to look forward to. It will be extremely uplifting to add a new emotionally sound ritual to your day. Once you have that down try to find another.


This is my 2 cents, I hope it can give you some guidance.
-good luck