I can't talk to my guidance counselor about everything. If I tell her something that's causing harm to myself (ex: not eating) she'll just tell my mom and my guidance counselor will turn this into more trouble for me and it's gonna make me more depressed. I don't know where to go or who to talk to. I'm hoping someone here can. I've been home for days and days, doing nothing...just thinking about suicide and ways to hurt myself. Today I cut myself on my thigh. If I cut myself anywhere visible, it'll just draw attention to me just like last time when I cut my arm.