Hi Quest,
I do know exactly how you feel and how hard it is to cope.. Please feel free to friend anyone here for support or a shoulder. I have always found it difficult to explain myself but have found so many others here who know exactly how I feel...It's incredible for me and has really changed my daily thoughts and how I cope. My T even commented the other day that I am coping so much better than 2 months ago....This forum has definitely changed my life!!!! I hope you do find the friends you need and can trust us to be there for you....take care now and know we are thinking of you!!!! hugs