Yes. I'm right there with you in fact, it may have been part of the reason I almost quit last week. It hurts me when he says he cares. It's more comfortable for me to do what I always do and doubt his sincerity in my mind. It feels like a big risk to really trust him with me. I imagine him thinking bad things about me.... I don't like the attention. I just want to hide but I can't and there he is being all nice. I don't like it! Why? Idk...maybe I just want him to be mean to me