when i've been in therapy i've always had a regular standing appointment so i wouldn't want to cancel to buy something as i sort of see it like paying a regular bill. in your situation it sounds like your annoyance with your T may have prompted you to buy this item? do you think you would have bought the item at that time and canceled with T if you weren't annoyed with her? no judgment from me. just thinking that sometimes we act out our feelings rather than communicate them verbally. long breaks can be hard on clients so i can see that you may have been bothered by that too.