My old therapist moved a couple years ago. I would email him every now and then. I told him about my transference feelings for him. He was very open about talking about it. He always told me that he enjoyed hearing from me. Recently he basically said that he doesn't want me emailing him anymore. I am so hurt. He said I need to find someone else to talk to and by emailing him isn't making it easy for me with the transference I am going through. It hurts so bad knowing that I will never see or talk to him again. He was the ONLY one I wanted to talk to and the only one I trust completely. I just can't move on from him. I got too attached and comfortable with him that this is what it did to me. It did nothing but hurt me. I don't want to get to close anyone again. I'm scared of this happening again. I don't like therapy anymore but i know if I stop I won't have anyone to talk to. I'm closing down on everyone and everything. It helped knowing that he was there through email but now I will NEVER be able to talk to him or see him again.