As some of you know I keep searching for Mother figures, I had once regarded my T like that but she didn't like to hug often, those are her boundaries, and she has every right to them.

Also as some of you know I have become very fond of D, a staff member here. I had just given D a drawing and thanked her for being there for me on Sunday when I had a flashback. She calls me baby and honey, and we hug and she holds me alot, very tight hugs. She then told me she put my drawing right up on her fridge, and her daughter asked who did it and she told them. It meant a lot she did that to my drawing, like a real mom. I also got a bit envious of her daughter. I love D to pieces.

I just wonder how this is going to affect T's and I's relationship since I no longer really view her as that maternal figure. I just see her as a T, and a supporter.

ALSO here's the drawing I did for D