No never had, I had plenty of therapists, since I was 4 and they couldn't help me. They had no idea, I don't fall under any specific or any category of a general pool of mental illness. I was diagnosed with psychosis, but I can really blow the top off of what they think and categorizing mental illness. I know things much more than almost a lot of specialists, except the specific details of drugs for medications and affects on other people other than myself. I read a lot very studious I hated school and didn't try hard, because I couldn't learn in that mess of ignorance and stupidity. I just don't feel entitled too much to my intelligence, but I am very well aware this isn't healthy or safe to feel like this and my body how it is. It all comes down to, I can't help it. I know very easily after I speak with therapists on their legitimacy, it's more what they don't say tells how good they are than what they reveal. I know all too well, my psychosis baffles all of them. I couldn't describe it, but I've had many tough challenges to disbelieve my experiences from what they tried to rationalize with me, but nothing changed, because it's more real to me than it is to any other person in the world. I wish it wasn't there, and I can live life care free knowing that my world isn't going to distort and I am limited to my body, but I got what I was born with and so I deal with it. I really need them more than ever to take me seriously and look very hard into my perspectives not what I think it is what I know and have very hard evidence and belief on somethings they really need to take into consideration. I am going to clinical trials next week, but for medical and psych. It was also my fault in my previous care I didn't tell them anything helpful I just suppressed these thoughts to begin with. They wouldn't fully understand, because of not enough room for ignorance, openmindedness, and current beliefs. I never like talking bout it, I really want them to ask me and I teach it to them. It would really help them to be honest.