I am experiencing physical symptoms and I am stuck in the never ending cycle being assumed I am making it up, because of my history. I feel like I screwed myself no matter what sincerity I put forth and they can't find anything blood tests nor any scan. I am told I am making it up and it feels real, but that's how psych works yada yada yada. blah blah blah, saying you are feeling very real symptoms, but it's all psych. I am at the point, that if I am immobile and being told it's psych that just shows you don't care to help, because you are afraid as a doctor to not know at all, even though you tell me you don't know, you are afraid to be wrong in your specialty. I am not smarter or better than these professionals, I just know myself more than all of them and being told to lie myself as a form of therapy is complete crap, because I am not getting better for all I know I could be dying very soon. I don't know it, I don't freak out or make a scene, but they shouldn't disregard me because I am saying a psych thing to a small degree doesn't mean it's all that. Nuero and psych are together, that's a known general fact especially with brain damaged patients, stroke patients, and dementia patients and they disregard my actual symptoms for psych alone is a complete insult to my intelligence and my existence to begin with. So I feel like I have no reason to live, because no one wants to help me, because they don't want to feel like they are wrong for whatever reason. It makes me so mad, I live in a city where apparently the best doctors of their field and in the world are and I baffled them all. So am i doomed to die or what?