I've been recovered from anorexia for about five years now. I constantly have the struggle but it's pretty easy to control until recently. I got married about a year ago. Ever since I got Married I've been eating more. You see I grew up in a very poorfamily and we didn't have a whole lot of money to buy food. Once I was married I had access to food whenever I wanted it for the first time in my life, I have put on 20 pounds in the past 4 months and I hate who I see when I look in the mirror. I've tried everything f can think of to help my self confidence. F we Kept my skin clear, whitened my teeth, and got my hair cut but I still hate how I look. I've grown out of all of my clothing for the first time Since 7th grade. . my husband and My friend tell me Constantly that I look good and" healthy" but I don't see it. I can literally see the Cellulite under my skin and I hate it. I tried working out to "be in shape" but I still feel like my body is disgusting. I need help.