So I revealed my Bpd last night to my family and now I am sitting here drinking drunk cause I did not get the support I was hoping for. Was so mad at myself I started burning again. She actually looked at me and said "I don't see it". IT'S NOT A EFFING BROKEN ARM DAMN IT!!!! You can't just look at someone and see they have bpd. Should've just drove my effing car off the bridge and into the river on the way home.
"It's the price we gotta pay and all the games we gotta play that makes me wonder if it's worth it to carry on". I just don't know if I can anymore.