So for the past few months I've been experiencing some bad paranoia. I think my phone, car and house are bugged and I think my house has cameras in it. I think my dad tries to kill me or poison me when he makes me food so I don't eat the food he makes me, and I always think people are going to shoot me when I go out in public. Sometimes I think I'm dead or not real and I start freaking out but then I'll realize I'm not and the world kinda snaps back and I realize I'm alive and real. Does this mean anything?