Hi everyone -

Well, I saw him today and he basically told me since we're not meeting next week that he'd rather do this in two weeks, the week after we get back from spring break (at university).

He thinks that this could be emotionally exhausting and possibly traumatic for me so he wants to be there to support me after I've gone through it.

Blah.

But I had a hard session enough today. It's so bad that I think I shut off my brain and only can remember a little bit because I was so stressed out. And now he's not here.

blah.

But anyways, I'll let everyone know how it goes TWO weeks from today now.