I don't know this for sure or anything, because I'm a totally straight dude.

But still, I like being feminine, you might even say I'm borderline transvestite. I wish I can wear skirts, dresses, and everything girly....but haven't had the guts to cross dress- not even for Halloween.

I question whether the day by day would be more fun and inspiring if I can dress up.

Any feedback? I'm depressed, but I'm wondering if this would make any difference in my confidence, and feeling like myself. Maybe it's not worth thinking about because it's never going to happen, and it's not serious enough that I'd get a sex change or anything. Sometimes I just wish I spent my teen years as a girl, I guess.