I have always blown hot and cold when it comes to therapy. Sometimes it seems like the most important thing, other times I barely give it a thought. I have a habit of once I get something in my mind I must have it. I'm too impatient to wait. I want something, I want it now. With regards to the item, it was something I was concerned would go up in price if I didn't get it almost instantly.

In regards to the T, I was annoyed with her. In early November she seemed very down about something and I tried to cheer her up,and and she seemed grateful. Two weeks later, she seems disinterested, text me on the phone asking me if i could make an earlier appointment, then she calls me in 10 minutes late. She did add those 10 minutes on so I wasn't shortchanged on time. But her attitude seemed like she totally blanked me and she just wanted to get home. She was texting on her phone when I walked through the room and looked excited about what was on the text.

This was a nagging annoyance rather then a fuming anger. But she made decision to put material goods above her an easy one to make. The next session she did however seem hurt by what I had done, which surprised me. If I'm being honest, Irrelevant of the T's actions, I might still have done it anyway.