Yesterday turned out to be not such a bad day after all. The mornings just seem to be really hard for me, when my thoughts turn to, "How will today go and how bad will my depressed feelings be?" Went bowling yesterday for the first time in a long time with my husband and step-granddaughter and actually had fun. Then had dinner with them, and that was nice too. I just really need a job, and that will turn my life around immensely.