Still hating life, and very worried about losing my appeal hearing even though I have an attorney and all that giving me a fairly good chance of getting a favorable decision. I just feel like I most certainly fail at life. Figured there was no sense in starting a new thread, to say that...if anyone has anything to say or can relate feel free to post, otherwise I suppose this thread can die and fall back to page 450 or whatever. I'd wait and talk to my therapist about this but my next appointment is next month so all I really have is online forums.