I was looking forward to seeing a friend of mine today. She is in the hospital after a suicide attempt under going dialysis. I havent seen her for several months due to her being in a mental hospital too far from me. We planned onmy coming today, as she is only 90 miles from me now. She called this morning saying she didn't feel uproar visit but I'm afraid iif don't see her today I may ever see her again. I lost count how any times she's attempted but she gets closer to dying each time. I'm wanting to go anyway just to give her a hug but hate to go against her wishes. What do I do?