Hi Folks,

Had a really vivid using dream last night. I was smoking and drinking scotch and liking it-never did before. I was drinking heavily but it didn't seem to be affecting me. I was drinking with one of my uncle's who is dead. I can't remember if it was the one who was gruff or the one who molested me.

What triggered it? I'm not really certain but tomorrow is an anniversary of stopping smoking for me. Maybe that triggered it.

It was so real I thought I needed to pick up a white chip.