Hi Shamon86. I know what you mean. I told a friend once how I felt about something, since this guy also went through something similar before. He began avoiding me and I immediately realized that it was because he didn't want to hear me talk about depressing things. I can't talk about myself in a face to face setting (forums on the web are different) because I feel narcissistic, as if I'm trying to steal somebody else's time and center attention on myself. Because of this, I never open up to people I know and I have no friends. I would not recommend online dating. I tried it and never got replies. Some girls even deleted their profile when I sent them a message. I think I look like a monster on my photo or something. I'm also overweight, I just love eating - it's the only thing that makes me happy.