Good analogy. On a mainframe, a bad program running simultaneously with other programs can get stuck in a loop and next thing you know its taken over all the processing capability of the entire computer, but really nothing is getting done. All the lights go out. Its like its depressed and just ruminating. How did i never see this before??!!

I got something in the mail today that im afraid to look at, from my past. Im afraid its going tobruin my day, but its mere existence is ruining my day, but only if i let it. But there is no way around it, it feels like.