You're in the right place to learn more about it and to try to learn some better coping skills. You're not alone. Don't think of it as being branded for life, think of it as getting the right diagnosis to get the proper help and treatment.

My first relationship, we broke up and I was totally fine, going on dates three days later. Which terrified me about myself in a way. Last relationship I can't get over and it's been about 8 months.