Today my brother had said "you *****" as a joke. I told him back "I didn't appreciate it"; calmly. He said it was a joke I told him back I understand that, though I didn't like it. I was not yelling. Then in a louder voice he had said that you get offended easily by us and that is why we tease you. I had asked them for examples and which they gave me a situation in the past where I got upset because they had invited me a long to go Christmas shopping then had me drive, I didn't find that right. I had explained that in the ride later because I wasn't talking much because I knew I might explode. They don't seem to understand that and get upset over that. Then my other brother was trying to say something to me I didn't understand so I asked and he said nevermind in a loud tone. I said no I would like to hear it and he said no you probably would get offended. I said no I want to hear. He said nevermind.

I do not like their excessive cursing. I find it inappropriate and immature. I had told them before that I didn't like it. Instead they made fun of me. <-- This is why I told them I didn't appreciate their joke; though I didn't explain and that would of helped. I am going to say that to them later and tell them that is why I didn't like the joke last time.

I am not quite sure what to say to them though. I will come up with something eventually; though if I wait much longer I feel I could blow up in front of them and that would be terrible. At the same time are they going to understand; I can see them getting angry because of me not liking something they do? Because otherwise I don't want to be around them much at all due to the cursing. I would like others thoughts.

I feel like they have too much drama and don't realize that they are reflecting upon themselves and are saying that it is me that is the issue. They both get angry quite often and complain. I get irritated by it and don't hangout much with them anymore because of it. I don't believe complaining about others gets you anywhere. Speak to the person or realize you can not do something about certain situations. "Everybody has a right to have negative feelings but I don't think there is ever a right to manipulate."

I have so much on my mind from this. I am wondering too much about their thoughts. Because I admit I was worse when I was younger. And maybe they are looking in the past too; which isn't right.