Alright, I guess I'll try that anti-depressant my psychiatirst prescribed...it will probably just make me more anxious like all the other ones...but if I take it and that happens then I never have to try another SSRI again according to the psychologist because that would prove I don't react well to that class of drugs. So yeah if it doesn't work she will make note of it in my medical records.

I think medical marijuana would be the best thing...but we will see how things end up working out.