Glad to hear you were able to connect with someone, while out. What a struggle, to have to endure, no wonder you were feeling numb and were crying. It's tough to have those feelings and endure sitting and watching it all play out, right in front of you. Perhaps, they may not have known, it was having such an effect, but you still were there, dealing with it. Did you ever tell your friend, about how this all was for you? Are you still chatting with the other friend, now that it's out in the open, between the two of you?