yeah it really feels uncomfortable, like someone grabs you by the throat and squezes the food back up to your mouth, its not so painful but shocking and mentally disturbing? it feels like you are going to choke or suck it down the wind pipe if that is even possible..
im glad and sad at the same time that im not the only one experiencing it, atleast hopefully its something that can be fixed easily

i started zyprexa zydis about a week or 2 ago, ran out of the samples and was off for a couple days, then got 5 more new samples and should be getting the whole script soon..
i started on 15mg

when i was taking lithium i had my blood work done and with slightly elevated thyorid hormone.. i figured it was the lithium, but maybe another test is in order..?

it seems to happen when i feel worried, or extremely aware of my self... if that makes sense, so i think it has something to do with my panic disorder.. but at the same time an enlarged thyroid could be it too? geez isn't all this health stuff just a blast?!

i really havent experienced any bad effects from the zyprexa that i know of... sometimes i feel a craving to take it early for some reason, and it doesnt knock me out... i think i would have rather tried my 'cocktail' i mixed up instead of his but i figure i let him have a shot then maybe like a game i can take a shot at it hehe

im taking whats in my cig currently, my cocktail that i thought up is:

Trazodone - for anxiety, depression, sleep disturbance
Ritalin - dopamine, depression, fatigue, and lethargy
Diazapam - PRN for panic disorder
Neurontin(?) - stabalizer

a rough draft... what do you think?

i follow the rules and am a good boy so im not using anything and even quit drinking, which suprised me.. i still smoke the green though, wouldnt get by without it

there were other meds i was thinking of but cant think of their names at the moment..