I really don't know what to do anymore. I was in the hospital again, which I just got out last sunday and went back on Wednesday. So that is not so good. Things are not going well inside at all and well everything is so chaotic. We are scared and we want all to be well. But now I am in respite care for 5 days at something like a nursing home. It's really really belittling for me. Especially since I am only 20 and it's really hard because I am going to college right now and of course it's online, and I dont have internet there. I am at my parents house now, where I usually live. The people at the hospital wonder if my home life is triggering me. I don't really know because I got hurt again last night at the other place, though it wasn't as bad. I really just need some support and advice right now, I'm so lost.

Jennifer