Well, to be lying about such things, is symptomatic of bigger life issues. What happened, in life, that led you to decide to drop your claim?
Also, how'd you get the doctors to diagnose you? And give you meds? I know, for me, in the medical circle that I have, circle of doctors, primary, ob, neuro, pdoc, et al, there's been tremendous amounts of visits, with my medical information displayed through the revamping of technology..my neuro chart, is available on my primaries computer, with my pdoc and obgyn also having computer access to all my charts.
It's hard, accepting that there's 'wrong/right' where our brains are concerned, yet, I have a tough time understanding the levels you've gone through to get here?
Is everything, OK, at home?!