Sometimes, this place can be a stress reliever. I, um, have been spending most of the wee hours of the morning, resolving a couple of things, in my own life. Sometimes, words written help me learn to better manage and cope. My dx labels, for all intents and purposes are mild, in comparison. Sure, I have a neurological/physical illness that needs a ton of stress management, and yes, I score on the low end of the sanity test. At the same time, intermingling with a wide variety of personality types and styles, I find most beneficial in my real life.

It's OK, to not feel comfortable, taking prescription medications. Lots of people choose not to, it's evident all over this place.

I get how it feels to apply for disability. Gosh, I was denied with MS-Optic Neuritis(all MS patients have varying ailments, and this is supposedly the green light dx, and I really could have used the SSDI income, to escape my marriage, earlier than I did, but the review board and my neuro felt I was indeed not disabled, go figure, right? Even the ssa psychologist didn't feel I had anxiety, but try telling that to my charts.) Thing about SSA and telling people you are filing, wow, might as well tell them your stances on politics, religion and abortion, while you are at it. It's up there, in the heated blood of many, as is discussion of pyshe meds.

Calling yourself, a liar, for someone who has participated here as long as you have, leaves me wanting to reach out and just hug you or console you, because it seems like it comes from somewhere other than trying to say you've been trolling this place, which I do not believe you to be that, whatsoever.

Don't need an official label, here, to reap the benefits. I hope you'd consider staying. I'm sure you've been more than helpful to many.