Recovering from horrendous fight with partner, almost ending in my moving out -- was already packing, had told parents and everyone at work I was moving back. I was on the way out.
Partner and I had disagreement about a fundamental issue we don't agree about.

Still bad vibes from those couple of days, though he still wants me to stay. Culminated in violence a few days ago when I, in a rage, swept everything off of his desk, smashing his monitor, throwing my phone against the wall which broke it, knocked over the lamp, knocked stuff all over the place. It was bad.