Frequently when males who I have been intimate with get near to me in proximity, my mind plays tricks. All of a sudden, their facial features rearrange themselves, and they are no longer recognizable. I now find myself looking at a complete stranger. This has occurred several dozen times. Sometimes, it is like "Picasso" face - the features don't even reappear in the correct spots. Is this normal? What the heck is this a symptom of?!? I find myself shoving them away from me in disgust and horror. Just so you know, I stopped being intimate with anybody months ago because I cannot handle all the triggers that occur. By far, I think this is the worst one.