Had my first T appointment in 21 days today.. It was ok. Once we got started, the conversation was good. There was a weird moment, where he picked up him cell phone, looked at what I suspect was a text message, stared at it for what seemed like a long time. Then, put his phone down, apologized, looked at me and looked like he was trying not to cry, he took his glasses off, I think he wiped his eyes and took a min. to compose himself. There was something up, but I couldn't quiet figure out what it was. I kind of froze, I didn't know if I should ask if everything was ok or not. He pressed on, and seemed fine. I wish I would have just asked..

Anyways, turns out this Friday our normal day he can't seem me (Again) so we tried to work it out to see me before the 30th, but it didn't work out. So, I go 11 days. Ugh, not what I want as I am usually once a week, and we just had a 21 day unplanned break!! I so frustrated right now!