I truly believe that you have imprisoned yourself if not in your mind, then with it. What is your payoff? What is it that makes it worthwhile to be in such emotional torment? This is a valid question. I'm not trying to be a smart *** or to antagonize you. You called yourself "stupid" for various reasons. The ones I can remember can be undone. Why don't you do that?




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>