I like writing...
I waited. I had not been keeping track of how long. Until now I had been wrapped in a complacency so consoling that I might as well have been dead. But now; I noticed it. The stillness that filled every gap in my thought. The silence. With each passing second the warm calmness that had once inhabited my mind was replaced with agitation. I tried to drown it out in aimless thought. I thought of where the silence may have had come from. How long had I not noticed it. Why was it there. How would I be rid of it. But with every new thought the silence only grew louder. So I thought maybe if I just ignored it, if I could just stop thinking.
|