Thanks guys! Its a little freaky being on two a-typical anti-pycotics when your not, exactly used to people realizing the severity of your PTSD symptoms, like I was just on SSRI's for YEARS (only ever helped for like a month). Knowing this is normal for people with PTSD is very comforting and yes I report all side effects to my pdoc and she has a list of meds from the woman who assesed me as back up to finding treatment! All I have is BPD traits and PTSD, so I was like............isn't this a bit extream? But :3 yay