Hip's been acting up the last couple of days. Mood-wise, basically alright. Emotionally, a roller coaster. BF's been going off the rails quite a bit lately. It's hard. The unpredictability. Turns out trying to determine if someone else is lucid when you yourself have just woken up in the middle of the night is… tricky. There is no one else, so it's down to me to try to assess what's going on and what to do. It's far from the first time. But this has had the "usual" mixed with some new stuff. And possible sleepwalking. All mixed in with "business as usual" (which is what passes for "normal" around here).
Long and short, guess I'm kind of stressed. But mostly keeping it together. (So far!)