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i am always percieved as a woman who wants sex. i dont dress sexy i dont wear makeup to look pretty and i dont talk like i want sex. yet men seem to want me for it. just once i would like to be the girlfriend not the fwb. i dont know what im doing wrong. i go hang out we watch movies together we eat together they cook for me and then they find a woman that makes them want to settle down and i am nothing. why didnt they want to settle down with me. i think there is something seriously wrong and i cant figure what it is.
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How I long to be up rather than down, the eternal sorrow that I only escape for short periods. This must be how Persephone felt.
"Sleep. Those little slices of Death. How I loathe them." Edgar Allan Poe
Loving yourself must come first from there comes love for everything else.
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