What you talk to your T about stays between you and your T. No one else needs to know if you need to go into the hospital. You can make up an excuse for the days that you'll be gone.
I was in the hospital a couple of years ago and I only told the people that I felt I could trust. No one said anything to anyone. There is no shame in getting the help that you need. What do you think your family and friends are going to say, feel and do if you do what you've been thinking??
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.