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Originally Posted by Mastodon
Sorry, I meant to reply to this. I'm sorry to hear your group mates were so uncommunicative. I'm extremely bad at replying to email myself though so I can understand how that happens. I just wish it hadn't happened with every one of them.
As for your question, no, it's not difficult keeping it from him. It would be difficult, bordering on impossible, to tell him, and nothing good could come out of it. So I follow the law of least resistance, despite knowing that it's the wrong thing to do.
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It turned out ok. No one has said anything to me about my anxiety or my email or anything (not sure if I think that's good or bad at this point). I survived the first case study and I even managed to participate and speak up a little bit (which is good but causes yet another anxious thought to return into my mind:
"what if I'm not socially anxious/mentally ill after all?" Stupid brain). I'm a bit happy with myself for that. If that's allowed. It was just a small group of people but sometimes I pretty much go mute (seriously) when in small groups like that and I'm thankful that didn't happen.
Sorry to hear you feel like you need to keep the fact that you're in therapy from him but I understand the fact that you have to do so. Hope it all works out for you, Mastodon.