I've actually rang in sick to work the last 3 days. I just couldn't face the thought of going in. I know its time to find something else, A combination of early morning starts after hardly any sleep, Long shifts and bullying colleagues just got on top of me all of a sudden. I could do with not working at all for a while I think, Or getting something else part time but I know we would struggle too much financially.
The guilt I feel when I go back in and knowing that they have all been talking about me behind my back makes me feel sick.